What is a girl suppose to do. I want to grow up but i want to LOVE you and only you. What am i suppose to do. Why does it feel that i cant hear God speaking to me anymore. Let you go once and it hurt but you came back and it felt like he wanted us to be together. I don't know im confused and lost. Maybe i need to grow up some more before we can be a we
Showing posts with label letting go. Show all posts
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As of right now Im lost without you....
Literally. i never thought in my life a man could ever take up so much of my time and heart. I never really had boyfriends I have had 3 in my life time. Yeah only 3 maybe cause im a really picky. And i have only been in love once. I use to say "I love you" cause they said it but it i didn't know what it actually meant until i meet him. There was a bond from the start that hasn't changed. Some times we are mad and hate each other, but 98% of the time we love each other. Like the other day he came by my job and i meet him down stairs in his car. we hugged like 5 times cause we never see each other, but its like we know when to let go of each other. Its like i can think of him and he calls or texts. I really don't know. i say i want to move on and let go but im lost without him in my life. I literally LOVE him, no matter what he does to make me cry or whatever i still love him. I lose my train of thought when i think about him. This weekend was alow for us in so many ways. I migh write about it later but as of now. it will make me cry my eyes out. Im sad now cause he has someone else. He loves someone else. His mom meet her... im crying go to go
LOVE-HOPE-FAITH
I really don't understand how you can let go of someone when they keep coming back into your life. I am really trying to move on and be happy but its like damn you call and text. There are moments when i don't want you in my life, but then there is moments when i need you more than you know. But right now i want you to leave me the hell alone. I can't grow if your around and your not spreading your wings if your still calling me...
LOVE-HOPE-FAITH
i dont wanna think about the way we used 2 touch
i dont even wanna think bout the first time we made luv
and i swear babe, im tryna figure it out, Y my mind won't block u out
ur gone now, and its tearin me apart, tearn me apart
and eveytime, i see u out with ur girl it hurts inside, not having u in my world
I try to hide
hook
how do u stop ur heart from sayn yes
when ur mind is sayn no
and every step u take to move on
the memories haunt even more
and u kno its gonna burn
but u dont even have a choice
at this point the only thing left to do is let go
boy i try to front like im so over you
but u can look me in my eyes n see the pain im goin through
and oh boy
im jus tryna take it a day by day
and oh boy
im so sick of feelin this way
I jus need this closure in my life
but everyday it seems as if im looking the wrong way
im tryn to move on with my life
but my heart is telling me to stay
Boy why oh why am i feeling this way
my heart beats for you n my love runs so deep
but my mind is telling me he saids over please leave
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