My friend Raehelle wrote this yesterday and i felt like letting other people read it cause it needs to be read
Okay this is going to be really short because im at work.
Im tired...
Im tired of sistas bashin sistas because of something they dont or do have.
Im tired of brothas being pathological liars; saying any and everything possible just to make you THINK "he may be the one", "he'll do better next time", "he'll be a real man once we're married", "he'll stop abusing me when i have his baby". ARE WE SERIOUS LADIES???
Im tired of sistas getting government assistance because they think its cool and not because its necessary.
AND...im tired of these baby daddies being the cause of their baby mamas getting on welfare. Then when the government gives them a place to stay, the brothas move in illegally and act like they runnin the place. IM TIRED OF SISTAS ALLOWING THAT TO HAPPEN!
Im tired of fake friends, and trifflin associates.
Im tired of brothas approaching every single female like she is a piece of meat...and when she actually has enough common sence, confidence, and intellect to let him know she is the elite... he dogs her, curses her out, calls her out of her name. WHAT?
AND...Im tired of these "new aged" sistas thinking that its cute for a brotha to treat her as such!!!
Im tired of these parents who are not parenting.
Im tired of these pimps disguising themselves as preachers.
Im tired of these fake, hypocritical, protocal rehearsed, gossip worshipers, wanna-be first ladies, missionaries, preachers, bishops (anyone who's in power) church folk who make it sooooo hard for a sinner to come to Christ.
Im tired of grown women and men who never GROW UP!
Im tired of a lot of things...too much to list. These are just my thoughts. Its crazy what you come across everyday. We must stay prayerful.
the day i realized it was over
was the day you wouldn't say i love you
there was someone else laying in your arms
you found the girl who was gonna be your world
boy my heart is broken
i can't even cry because im all torn up inside
you were my first love and the one i wanted to love
i seen our future and now its just a blur in my mind
Why did i let myself fall so deep in love
i dont regert loving you or being apart of your world
i do feel shamed for trying to hold onto something that was never mine
you always got you but never really got me
I was there for you a hundred percent plus twenty more
You asked and i leaped to please you
but boy its over and i realize i have to get me
once and for all
Im not saying we can't be friends
but these feelings i have for you must leave
i can't keep crying every night over what could been
i never thought i wouldn't be your babe but sometimes
you just got let go
We aint meant to be as of this moment
and its like i wanted to say its gonna be Gods will
but i think he did once and and seen we aint meant to be
im not doubting him
but my feelings must leave
i never thought you wouldn't stop saying i love you
or missing me or calling me babe
but everything happens for a reason
and only god knows whats meant to be
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